From being in a state of survival mode to this boggles my mind every single day. It’s like the old version of myself is fighting with the person I’m becoming.
Every little thing is triggering and I see patterns now. For example, years ago I was finishing my final piece of screenplay before the due date and my computer crashed. Yesterday, I was drawing the last panel and my computer crashed again. Luckily, I took classing on Medical Technology and remembered how to get everything back. Old me would’ve punched my computer. Me today said a prayer and continued.
I’m in a season of transformation where I become the person I set out to be as a child and I’m so ready for it to be over that way I can get back into flow state before the next storm of life arrives. Drawing, writing, losing weight, gaining muscles, kids, work, homeownership.God bless it all. 😆😆😆😆
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